Wednesday, April 18, 2007

A much shorter post...

Thanks to everyone who had to suffer through my excessively long posts over the past two days. It was funny, I don't think I realized how much I had to say about both topics until I started typing away...but what a catharsis! Getting it out does make me feel better. If it weren’t for this online community (and the anonymity and honesty it affords), I wouldn’t have an outlet for these thoughts and struggles. And, your support and well wishes mean the world to me!

Of course, I can’t quite say that I’m feeling optimistic about the prospects of this IUI, but I guess, I’ve gotten myself back up to the “no matter what IF throws at me, while it will inevitably have its ups and downs, it’ll all be okay in the end” stage—whatever “okay” turns out to mean.

So, that’s where I am right now. It’s not okay…yet…but it ain’t over. There is much to hope for in the long run.

Speaking of hope, I’m really hoping for Bumble and Tam who are both nearing the end of their 2ww. Bumble’s beloved Sgt. Rock seems to be working his ass off to keep AF at bay—go l’il Sgt!!

And, all of us IUI ladies are really hoping to see a bfp from Tam, both to restore our faith in the process and to end her IF struggle. We’re pulling for you!

So, back in for another u/s and b/w tomorrow. We’ll see how the follies look…it's a little like déjà vu, no?


Mary Ellen and Steve said...

Good luck with monitoring tomorrow!

Sarah said...

i am really hoping for those two too. and for you!! good luck at the u/s!